slowly .

BUT SURELY .

you're losing me sweetheart .

take it how you want it .

Cindibaby.

just wanted YOU to know . .

im thinking about you . .

how you been BIGbro ? hows lifee now a days ?! i feel liek i havent talk to you in forever . i had a dream about you the other day actually ; you were a new student at school & they put you in one of my classes ; AGAIN . lol ; you shoulda seen the look on my face . ANYWAYS . i cant talk long ; im kind of sleepy & ive already missed my 3 oh clock nap , lol . i just wanted to let you know what was on my mind , coz i know your watching me . lol ; continue doing whatchu do . I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE . do ya thaaaang zay . i l y . talk to you later . RestInParadise .

Cindibaby.

busttt IT baby . .

"Since Plies flooded the airwaves with his sex-driven lyrics on tracks such as “Becky” and “Bust It Baby”, the rapper has come off as being more than rated R as he has dubbed himself the realist. Being the realist, he has been one not to bite his tongue and say things exactly how he feels.

As a replacement for Gucci Mane this weekend at FAMU, however, the rapper showed that he is aware of that fact of timing and that there is a time and place for everything.

It was reported that before performing “Bust It Baby,” the rapper saw a fan that looked to be too young to be hearing those particular lyrics. As a result, the rapper gave the girl $1,000 from his pocket and asked her to leave and have her parents take her some place more appropriate.

If that's not a curveball, then what else could it be?"

www.hiphopwired.com

Cindibaby.

DaCypher !

Nicki Minaj, Buckshot, Crown Royyal & Joe Budden

Wale, Nipsey Hussle, Gsan, & KRS-One

Mos Def, Black Thought, & Eminem


Cindibaby.

m i x t a p e .

sooo Wayne's gotta new mixtape . No Ceilings .

hahah ; listen to it . its kind of funny !

Cindibaby.

JWB !

I LOVEEEE YOU TOOOOO !

Cindibaby.

NailSalon . .

lol; we were talking about this video today in Avid . EVERYBODY liek me ; that goes to get there nails done every TWO weeks . . knows this is EXACTLY what the females at the nail salon do . shitts weak !

Cindibaby.

way we used to be .

this makes me feel bad for Chris Brown . . liek i know we ALL have had that o n e person that we just kinda cant let go of. i dont know. i feel liek i understand what he's going through. then again ; its no excuse for what he did. but this video makes me loveee him AGAIN.

Cindibaby.

delirious .

if ever there is tomorrow
when were not together . .
there is something you
must always remember,
youre braver than you believe,
stronger than you seem ;
& smarter than you think . .
but the most important thing is ;
even if were apart . . .
ill always be with you .

Cindibaby.

oneMONTHin d e p t h .

i fucking love you JAMES .

Cindibaby.

oneSTEPatAtimeee.

trying to move on . .
but my heart won`t let go
everyone`s talking
but do they even know ?

the way we loved
it was different ; but true
no one understands me
& yet you do

our love is fading
yes going away
being without you
gets harder everyday .

can`t move on
don`t know why i try
dreamed of fresh air
but scared to fly

fresh air with you
as WE take off in flight
yet you say your moving on
i`m thinking i might

heard there was someone else
but she`s still unseen
i`m not done with you yet
so tell me what this means

it means she`s on pause
so stop & rewind
a love liek ours
never had a timee . .

so wait on you , i will
but p l e a s e not too long
you keep hurting me again & again
but im doing you wrong

& yet you stay
arms open wide
you walked past me
THOSE days i cried .

one day i will think
without my heart
& on that day
we`ll finally part

on that day
i`ll just let go
when that day comes
you`ll never know .


LoveeeCindi.

newAIM.

you coulda guessed that (:

Cindibaby .

cuzzzzzo .

if it wasn't for you ;

who knows where the fuck i would be right now .

i love you . probably more than you know .

Cindibaby.

hey buddy ;

im goooood (:

Cindibaby.

<3

he loves me ; he loves me not .

Cindibaby.

no title.

whats worse ? new wounds which are so horribly painful . .

or old wounds that shouldve healed years ago &never did ? maybe our old wounds teach us something.

they remind us where weve been &what weve overcome. they teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. thats what we liek to think , BUT THATS NOT THE WAY IT IS ; is it ? some things we just have to learn over & o v e r & OVER again. what we fear most has already happened to us. i just wanna be happy ; but thats always too much to ask for .

Cindibaby.

=/

you were supposed to be different . .

Cindibaby.

ALL

my bitches LOVE me !

Cindibaby.

8yrsLATER .

we've had 8 years, and look how far we've come on a new World Trade Center . .

just sayin.

Cindibaby.

NASTYbit.

lmao ! ilyfreekMEEK.

Cindibaby.

BRONXny (:

SpringBreak '10.

Cindibaby.

enough

with the videos CINDI !

Cindibaby.

California Swag District

all i need is a beat thats super bumpin & for you . . YOU . . &you to BACK IT UP & DUMP IT !

they hot .

Cindibaby.

10.28.09 !

im definitley ALL UP IN THERE liek SWIMWEAR !

13 days .

Cindibaby.

behind the music LILWAYNE.

PART ONE.

PART TWO.


this one is old . but if you havent seen it ; watch it .
Cindibaby.

mixtape .

much better than the CD .

Cindibaby.

rightNOW .

i can honestly say . im happy with my life . im learning to appreciate what IS & accept whats NOT . things could be a little better ; but if with time comes happiness then JUST GIVE ME MORE TIME . im doing my own shit whether its what you want to hear or not & trust im not worried about the l a s t or n e x t bitch . im depending on NOBODY & living each day "liek it was my last" becoz thats what i was taught to do . im currently giving my valuable time to ONE person & with him , life seems just about b e a u t i FUL . sir , i definitely love you (: & i want you to know ; things are only going to get better ; just give it TIME . dont give up on me . . . p l e a s e . with all the time in the world ; why not waste it on you ? ANYWAYS ; im doing bad a multitasking . so im afraid ive got to end this .
BUHBYE.

Cindibaby.

something

about you drives me ABSOLUTELY crazy . .

ill be sure to tell you when i find out . .

Cindibaby.

these

two songs have more meaning to me NOW than e v e r .

J. Holiday - Forever Aint Enough . <3

&Trey Songz - It Would Be You .

Cindibaby.

i

was SUPPOSED to have my most amount of blogs . . in the month of SEPTEMBER .
but i fucked up ; &its toooo late to start now . so expect that in November (:
lol.

im back (:

missed me didn`t you !

Cindibaby.